WHAT IF
get up
suit up
leave the house
drive
coffee
to go
everyday
the same
get in
sit down
numbers and scales
break
smalltalk
fake smiles
get back to work
and then sometimes he starts to think
„what if I moved on
and left this town?
would I get lost out there?
would I arrive?“
lunchtime
get out
walk down the street
alone
faces
places
nothing he seems
to know
start over
finish
decaf to go
home
empty
silent
get out again
drink, so he won’t have to think
„what if I moved on
and left this town?
would I get lost out there?
would I arrive?
what if I stayed here?
what if I changed?
would I belong at last?
or still feel wrong?“